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aWard

An experiment on the unplanned path of life I find myself traveling now. Trying to bring some organization and expectation to the next four and a half months of seeking a higher and more fulfilling education on my own.

hitrecordjoe:

IGNITION (REMIX) by R. Kelly

Last hitRECord show of the year!  We did thirteen of them in three countries in 2011.  Imagine what we’ll be able to do if/when I get a moment when I’m not doing other (awesome) jobs full-time.  Thanks to Jared, Marke, Gory, and everybody else making these shows happen.  Thanks to everyone at OSU, y’all were great.  And thanks to everybody hitting RECord at the movies…

thanks again <3 

imgoingtodrinkmymugoftea:

and sure, i’ll leave the SNL gif in the description, why not.


Halloween costume! Depp theme tomorrow, and it amazingly wasn’t my idea.

(Source: johnnydepps, via themagicofvenice)

Feels so good to get out of the Hume-Fogg bubble. There is more to life than school. And annoying people you have to see all the time. There is real life outside of tests and cramming. Its nice to breathe the air outside. I’ve been feeling guilty, but not anymore

    Just finished this book. Isn&#8217;t on the list I wanted to finish this semester, but I think it will transition well into some mystery/crime fiction.
  This was the first time in what seems like the last 3 years I have spent hours at a time engrossed in a text, really wanting to know what happens next, not simply reading because I have a deadline to meet.
     Great book, a bit drawn out in some parts, but a thriller. Disturbing and intriguing, characters are well developed. Reminded me a bit of the Da Vinci Code and Angels and Demons, but without the heavy doses of religious conspiracy and lack of strong female lead.
About to watch the film version (in Swedish)! I think I&#8217;ll be glad to have read it first. I hate feeling compelled to read the book after I see the movie version (i.e. The Help), its easier to sit through 2.5 hours of a plot that has been beefed up, than spend hours reading something that you already know the conclusion to&#8230;

    Just finished this book. Isn’t on the list I wanted to finish this semester, but I think it will transition well into some mystery/crime fiction.

  This was the first time in what seems like the last 3 years I have spent hours at a time engrossed in a text, really wanting to know what happens next, not simply reading because I have a deadline to meet.

     Great book, a bit drawn out in some parts, but a thriller. Disturbing and intriguing, characters are well developed. Reminded me a bit of the Da Vinci Code and Angels and Demons, but without the heavy doses of religious conspiracy and lack of strong female lead.

About to watch the film version (in Swedish)! I think I’ll be glad to have read it first. I hate feeling compelled to read the book after I see the movie version (i.e. The Help), its easier to sit through 2.5 hours of a plot that has been beefed up, than spend hours reading something that you already know the conclusion to…

djp16:

mailordersaint:

I thought coming to college would be different, because no one knew me here, and it would be amazing, and I’d have great friends, and most importantly, I’d find somebody to love. And I have the great friends, and college life is pretty awesome, but I’m still alone in the sense that matters most to…

it’s odd because everyone seems to be feeling like this recently. Fuck college. Fuck the lies that were told about it. 

I think I got freaked out by this reality

He&#8217;s making cookies&#8230;
couldn&#8217;t get any cuter.
Unless he was cuddling a puppy at the same time.

He’s making cookies…

couldn’t get any cuter.

Unless he was cuddling a puppy at the same time.

(Source: berkmans)

Off road

  My mother mentioned something to me recently, she said she had a hard time understanding that the reason I came home was not centered around missing my family. I wish I could explain that to people who ask, “Oh! Why are you still here?” without having to go into the details of the entire ordeal.

    How do I cram the whole: I-burned-myself-out/ I-am-trying-to-recharge/ I-am-looking-for-a-bigger-meaning-in-my-life/ I-am-strategically-planning-my-rise-to-political-glory/ I-am-just-trying-to-live-my-life-for-once into a chatty conversation that neither party is heavily invested in.

   Letting them assume homesickness brought me back is much quicker, less messy. Yet it is unsatisfying; I have the wicked feeling to tempt them with a few details and leave them guessing as to what the blanks are.

(via djp16)

Feels Like Coming Home

   I got to sit on the bench at the volleyball game vs. CPA yesterday and take stats, like I did in the good ole’ days when things seemed a WHOLE lot simpler. I felt out of place at first, as if I were ease dropping on a conversation, or stealing something from the team this year. I think that’s just me feeling insecure though. But I honestly enjoyed myself, I hope I can do it again. It’s nice to feel like you haven’t been forgotten.

    Going to help out another HFA team tomorrow, it feels so good to be able to come home.

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